November 2011
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Shaking. No fear, just the excitement. I wait so long for this moment. The sound of silence, as I move forward. The consciousness of breathing. My heart beats, rushing. I can feel the air, as it moves Forward, back; forward, back. These steps, so determined, so purposeful. I stop, and stand, and stare. This smile, so cutting, so deep. I reach out, and grasp my weapon. Let the madness begin. These...
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“When you call, I’m here; I’ll never leave.” Those are words that I will never mean. Empty hands, I have. This air, so cold. Where I’m going to, I’ll never know.
Now I see you standing there, right there. Low, these fields don’t sweat, but I’m still scared. Swallow up, and spread my two lips. Water everywhere; dry land, no ships. This land’s...
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Anonymous asked: I like who you are but so many times what you are has pushed us apart. And what I am has influenced this outcome too but it seems like I am in a constant state of unfortunate disappointment because we aren't what we used to be. I am not saying this in a bad way, just I mean I miss who you were to me and how I knew you.
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As selfish as I am, I give myself away. And selfish, still, I feel. Now, no one wants to play.
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I am a terrible place. Oh, I am a terrible place!
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Anonymous asked: Not only do I like your blog (haha I found it) but I also am OBSESSED with you secretly. Ok here we go.. I got this idea from a Tumblr spam I got once lol.. I think you like me too and you were always too shy to admit it :3 go to crushmatches(dõt)com (wtf it wont let me link regular) and make an account there. Then look up the profile 'gottagetme19' (me obviously) I left body...
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Anonymous asked: What exactly do you learn at your school?
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January 7, 2009
When does the time slow? When does the time show All we’ve worked for, All we’ve worked towards? When does the blood, sweat, and tears Show through us conquering our fears? When do older generations slide And newer hold morals to abide by and show our self-repect? And never turn back to debt. I will continue to release myself. You have not made me who I am. I refuse to reach for help...
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January 18, 2009
All this noise around me. All this noise around me. You think you found what you’re looking for? God, what are you looking for? It’s right there in front of you. You aren’t blind. Your ignorance costs everyone around you. With everything you have, You’ve not enough self-respect to care about yourself, Nevertheless, anyone else. Your heartache like stone. Medusa is no...
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May 10, 2009
That burning smell That sweet scent of death The holocaust within I stand in line Wait for my turn Then greedily snatch my ingredients The taste of Hell That bitter water Swirling around on my tongue. I take it home, Spread, infect. repeat. I take it everywhere I go. Spread, infect, repeat. Transforms me into a better monster Bigger, faster, stronger I lie awake, always awake Never close my eyes...
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“I will seat you by gorgeous men, and then I will sit near you.”
– Cara
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Thirty pieces of silver; is it worth it to you? How were those thirty pieces of silver? Did you do it for him? Because it was “his will.” Or was it his will because he knew you would do this. You did this.
Yesterday, as I was about to tag him in a photo, I learned that Tyler and I weren’t facebook friends anymore.
So then I’m all, “I’ll add him again and then when he accepts I’ll tag him and he’ll see the picture and ‘like’ it and everything will be as it was.”
Today, he still hasn’t accepted my friend request.
Boy, I totally saw...
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“You’re so pretty, and then you make the ugliest faces.”
– Shaun Gallagher 